I had two wonderful years with Ash. He raised me from a little squirt and was so proud when I graduated from my last training class. We celebrated by playing a game of bump and run and had a cup of doggie ice cream.
Our last summer together was magical. Road trips, hikes, the swimming hole, visits with friends, life was full of fun and adventure. Up at sunrise, wolf down our breakfast, then run the fence line to check on the alpacas.
I marveled at how the alpacas behaved when Ash was around. All he had to do was give them the stink eye and they would shuffle off minding their manners. The alpacas didn’t respect me and if Ash wasn’t close by they would spit at me and threaten to stomp me. That made Ash furious and he chased them off with a stern warning.
It’s hard for me to talk about losing Ash. He woke up sick one day. Mom rushed him to the emergency hospital where they did an ultrasound and found he was suffering from hemangiosarcoma, a horrible cancer that is almost always fatal. Hemangiosarcoma in Dogs
I still remember the shock when Mom told me Ash was going to die.
“No, No, No!” I sobbed. “Not Ash! How will we live without Ash?”
As sick as he was Ash spent the last two days of his life trying to comfort me and his people. Ash didn’t have much energy but he greeted everyone who came to the house. Friends came to pay their respects and say good-bye. People sat around and told silly stories about Ash and how he made friends with everyone he met. There were lots of tears and hugs. Everyone left with a lick from Ash.
On the last day that Ash was in this world I lay next to him on his blanket. He told me everything would be all right once we got over the pain of losing him. He said I would live a long and happy life at Asherpark. It would be my responsibility to bring joy and laughter to people and help other dogs find their way in life. His last words still echo in my soul:
“Be brave, Journey, and love life. For every heartache there will be joy. You will always have me in your heart. No one can take that away from you.”
And then he was gone, running wild on the other side of this life, making new friends, chasing another adventure. Oh Ash, I miss you so much!






