She Loves Me

March 30, 2010


My affection for her is unseemly. She has become the light which illuminates my dark world. There is no fool like an old fool and I am both old and a fool. I love her in a way I have never experienced before.

She is our pack leader so I must share her with the others. Somehow she understands my heart and makes me feel that I am special. Because I am stone deaf I cannot hear her words, but I know their meaning. I do everything I can to please her. I have even stopped marking in the house because it upset her.

She takes me with her as much as possible. She knows that I am unhappy when left behind. Lately I have begun howling when she leaves without me. Now Ash and Tess howl too. Yesterday we howled in chorus as she walked towards the car. I thought she would be angry but she started laughing and began to howl with us. That made Ash crazy with joy. I’m glad I had a small part in making Ash happy. I still feel bad that I was mean to him when I first moved in. He said what’s done is done. Time to move on and enjoy life. I like Ash.

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